September 09, 2004
words that describe my internal state over the course of the last week:
stressed, anxious, distressed, livid, apoplectic, lonely, sad, depressed, exhausted, insecure, threatened, upset, obsessive, fatalistic, sarcastic, defeatist, negative, paranoid, emotional, fragile, guilty.
i meet tonight with the starlite dood who has critiqued my setup. it is my job to have a constructive conversation with him and suppress all of the above, then to go home and pay my overdue bills, and try to get to sleep at a reasonable hour without obsessing well into the night.
Posted by lisa at September 09, 2004 03:49 PM | TrackBack