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October 07, 2004
huh?
so last night, hanging out with what's left of the sunday night tv crew from many years ago, something posessed me to drink. and to keep drinking.
maybe it was, finally, a response to having been responsible, productive, and just so totally not a slacker all year. maybe it was that christa kept putting opened bottles of wine next to my chair. i guess i was just in the mood. by the end of the evening, i couldn't drive the four blocks back to my house from christa's, so i left my car there and walked back for it in the morning. nice to have friends in the neighborhood.
i did make an attempt to go into work, but it didn't work out very well. sitting in charles' office, i realized that i was becoming dizzy and queasy, which is a fairly sucky combination. i went home, having done essentially nothing. i felt bad enough at the time that i didn't even feel guilty about going home.
arriving home, i was ecstatic to discover that my new ipod had arrived! and when i crawled into bed to sleep off the rest of my hangover, moses did something he hasn't done in years-- he crawled under the covers with me. it was very sweet.
i feel much better now, just kind of out of it and unmotivated. unfortunately, there is, of course, stuff i'm supposed to be doing. starlite stuff, nbeast stuff. i never called mark to schedule 9 westy's next visit to him. i'm not really caring that much. i know it is only a short, short time before my obligations to both of those groups are over, but just like the final weeks of each semester at school, i'm having a hell of a time dragging myself through to the end.
maybe later i'll go to our favorite local coffeeshop; i always work well there.
Posted by lisa at October 07, 2004 04:01 PM | TrackBack
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